It Hurts
I know right? I’m just a silly little girl with a silly little heart ache…I’ve grown up with him in the church all my life and he still doesn’t know I exist. I don’t know if he will ever see me as anything more than a little girl. I can feel God telling me to keep holding on, but for how long? It’s hard to be patient. I don’t even know what I’m waiting for exactly…He’s older, smarter, and just….better. I don’t know how to deal with this. What are you doing in my heart God?
~Hannah
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Pastor Curt said,
June 3, 2010 at 10:55 am
Be patient, and know that God loves you and understands. Things change. Only God remains the same.
hbriggs said,
June 4, 2010 at 5:06 am
Actually, I’ve wondered about that…How does God actually understand love? Lol, I know that sounds like the dumbest question possible, but not as in the love for all of us, but like the love a husband and wife share. God was never actually in love with a woman, so how does he understand the feeling of love between a man and woman?
LisaB said,
June 6, 2010 at 4:28 am
How do you know He was never in love with a woman? Maybe He just chose to keep that priveleged information and remember, He’s the designer. Do you honestly think He’d create us to have the capacity for that sort of love and attraction (there IS a difference between love and physical attraction, known a few too many people who didn’t realize that with hindsight being 20/20 now.) with as much influence that it can have on a person without actually understanding it and knowing full well all about it? This IS God you’re talking about you know. Ask any engineer the likelihood of designing any kind of complex machine is WITHOUT having a good prior knowledge of the function of its components and a pretty good understanding of how it’s going to work before hand. You don’t get much more complex than people. Careful about putting God in a box. Impatience on your part does not constitute ignorance on God’s part.
LisaB said,
June 3, 2010 at 10:04 pm
*HUGS*
Gloria said,
June 4, 2010 at 3:38 am